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Showing posts with label philosophy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label philosophy. Show all posts

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Innocence and Creation

As I mentioned in my last post, I recently did an essay for my writing class about the proverb "innocence is bliss". It ended up developing into a piece about creativity and creation, and I quite like the conclusion I ended up coming to. Anyway, here it is:

As a college student, it is interesting to stop and observe children every so often. To marvel at their wide-eyed naïveté, their blind optimism. To wonder at their reactions to “Real Life” (being the world as it is perceived by adults):

“Sorry Jimmy, no one has been to the moon in almost forty years. Even becoming an astronaut requires that you pass a grueling physical exam.”

“Well, Sarah, police officers aren’t liked too much, and statistically are more likely to experience severe stress.”

“To be a doctor, Philip, you need to do twelve years of grade school, four of college, and then at least another ten or so of med school. And you have to get excellent grades throughout.”

The ignorant, as they say, are blissful. But at times, I wonder about that bliss.

It’s safe to say that most children in the Western world have played with or seen construction toys such as LEGO bricks. Offered in a huge variety of colors and shapes, LEGOs are the ultimate toy for any child with even a sliver of imagination – that is to say, virtually every child. They provide a means to model a child’s understanding of the world – or to create a new reality altogether. And in constructing a naïve image of the world, children remain oblivious to the harshness of Real Life and are happy. As we grow older, however, we begin to incorporate elements of Real Life into our constructed image of the world. At some point, the constructive fun of LEGOs gives way to destructive fun – instead of creating a reality, we choose instead to trample it, to crush it. The activity of building something only to knock it down suggests something about us as humans: That we are never satisfied with our current reality; that we always yearn for improvement, change. A bit further down the line, LEGOs begin to lose their appeal altogether, as the perceived harshness of the Real World begins to override the naïveté of our previous understanding. For some, though, a certain level of innocence (which I will use somewhat interchangeably with ‘ignorance’) remains. Those are the individuals who continue to enjoy LEGOs past childhood, suggesting that childlike happiness need not be forced out by the realities of the world.

This continued innocence is exemplified by Howard Roark of Ayn Rand’s The Fountainhead. Roark, an architect, loves his work with childlike passion, and for it is denounced by the architectural community, which glorifies only that which is approved of by the masses. A child with LEGOs does not build to satisfy others but to create a reality; Roark does not build for society, but for himself, to reshape the world into what it could and should be. His innocence allows him to do that which no one else dares to: He sees the contradictions of imitating the styles of the past, laying down his philosophy in an explosive criticism of the Parthenon: “What can be done with one substance must never be done with another… Nothing can be reasonable or beautiful unless it’s made by one central idea, and the idea sets every detail.”

Interestingly enough, The Fountainhead seems to describe two types of ignorance: the childlike innocence which allows Roark and those like him to truly love their work, and an ignorance which allows Ellsworth Toohey, a socialist and personification of evil, to misguide and control society. Randian philosophy argues that truth and human values are objective, with a heavy emphasis upon individualism. Hence it is a willing and intentional ignorance of objective Truth which allows Toohey to manipulate individuals into abandoning their individuality for the sense of security found in belonging to Society. Rand, then, identifies two types of ignorance leading to two types of bliss: a childlike ignorance of the dirty workings of Real Life, which permits us to truly express ourselves and love our work; and a premeditated ignorance of objective truth and individualism, which leads us to believe, as Toohey argues, that “there is no room for the love of others within the tight, crowded miser’s hole of a private ego.”

Though childish naïveté seemed to be glorified in The Fountainhead, it feels rather idealistic (and problematic) for everyone to retain this innocence. It is therefore necessary to examine ignorance and happiness in a somewhat grittier context – namely, the world of Alan Moore’s Watchmen. Watchmen follows a group of forcibly retired vigilantes in post-Vietnam America, as they attempt to save the world one final time.

Although all of the titular Watchmen have abandoned their innocence in their pursuit of justice, it is in the character of Rorschach that this is best personified. True to the shifting patterns of his mask, Rorschach views the world in terms of extremes: “there is good and there is evil, and evil must be punished.” His modus operandi is correspondingly extreme, with no compunction at seriously injuring or killing anyone who he deems to be evil or stands in his way. Like Roark, Rorschach refuses to compromise his ideals for anything - “Not even in the face of Armageddon.” Rorschach is so convinced of his ideals that he will not compromise them, even if they might lead to the destruction of humanity. And for it - like Roark - he is outcast by society, deemed mentally unstable and paranoid.

It is quite clear that Rorschach has abandoned his ignorance entirely and feels that what he does is the right thing. In this, it is possible that he retains some degree of naïveté: For any vigilante to exist, they must have an idealized vision of what humanity can and should be. Thus the actions of Rorschach and other vigilantes may be viewed as construction: replacement of the flawed reality that they see with the reality that they believe should exist. Just like a child knocking down his LEGO constructions, Rorschach chooses to destroy his imperfect reality and replace it with something better. In doing so, he abandons his bliss: he himself confesses to being depressed and difficult to get along with.

Yet Rorschach raises a question: Is bliss necessarily a good thing? In throwing aside ignorance, Rorschach recognizes the path that he must take to improve his reality, and perhaps derives from this a certain type of happiness. Although those mesmerized by Toohey in Rand’s The Fountainhead find bliss, they find it in a perverted sense of superiority, of intellect, of ‘humanitarianism’. How, then, can we reconcile these conflicting depictions of innocence and bliss?

I briefly considered taking the well-worn road of “happiness is subjective and different for everyone and so we need to respect their choices.” But the truth, I think, is more objective than that. Construction requires innocence. To engage in true creation, you must be ignorant of that which others define as ‘correct’ or ‘beautiful’ or ‘proper’. Creation requires a childlike innocence and willingness to try that which has never been attempted or even conceived of. The approval of others is inconsequential to - and must never be allowed to interfere with - this process, through which one can find true happiness and passion. However, when we find that reality does not live up to our expectations, it becomes necessary to abandon ignorance. Construction must yield to destruction for a time as we tear down the flaws of society and reality, only to replace them with something better.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

State of the David Address

I figured it was about time to do an update-post, so here goes.

School's been going quite well. I had my first Calculus 3 midterm last Wednesday, and we got the tests back on Friday. The exam was on functions of several variables, limits & continuity, and vectors. The, uh, class average was around a 60 (My section had the highest average at a 62.something - more on that in a moment, and others were in the 50s [I believe one section got below a 50]). I got a 98. So, ah, yeah. Doin' well. As I mentioned in the parenthesis, my class had the highest average at a 62 point something, which apparently was only because of three people in the class who got above a 90. Two of them (myself being one) got 98s, though I'm unsure of who the other one is.

I went and visited my high school at the end of last week and spent a while talking to my BC Calculus teacher. At one point he jokingly asked if I was happy with the 98 or if I was mad that I missed the two points that I did. My answer kind of summarizes my philosophy on learning and whatnot: I'm pretty much at the point where I don't really care about grades too much. I believe that I learn solely because I'm really interested in the material and really enjoy learning. Grades sort of follow along. Though it's a bit idealistic, I'd argue that this mindset is far superior to the "oh no I need to get a whateverpercent on this exam so I can maintain my whatevergrade so I can get a whateverGPA so I can graduate and go to whateverschool" that I see in a lot of people. If you're learning because you're genuinely interested in the material and want to understand it, you don't have to worry about grades because you'll understand the material. Moreover, I almost enjoy exams, because I view them as a way to learn new ways of applying the material, etc., and enjoy the challenge. So, yeah, that's me on education and learning.

Oh, I've got genetics and chemistry midterms this week, but again I'm not really too concerned, due to previous stuff.

We're currently working on a 'fission essay' in my writing class - essentially we have to use three items picked randomly to prove an also-randomly picked proverb. I'm using LEGOs, Ayn Rand, and Rorschach from Watchmen (Aw yeah, another assignment where I get to use Watchmen!) to prove the proverb "innocence is bliss". I've actually made pretty good headway in linking the three together and have a fairly in-depth and interesting essay in the works. I'll probably put it up once I finish.

In non-school-stuff, we've started learning tonfa in martial arts. I'm quite excited because I've wanted to learn them for a while now - they're reasonably sized and could theoretically be carried around. Potentially useful! We also modified ours a bit - the handles were a bit wobbly, so we put in screws from the bottom of the weapon into the handle so they're sturdy. I also engraved the Batman sign into the tops of the knobs on the handles: BAT-TONFAS. Pictures maybe sometime.

'Til next time!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Assorted Thoughts

So, I didn't get to bed until around midnight last night, and was up for a while after that just sitting around and looking at the moon. It's interesting to think: At the moment that you look at the moon, how many other people are doing the exact same thing? Who and where are they? Why are they looking at it? Will you ever meet them?

... It might even be interesting to organize a "holiday" of sorts, with all participants looking at the moon at the same time for some period of time, and just, well, thinking.

As a point of reference, my mom spent 4 years doing her residency in Detroit when I was a kid, and we only got to see her a couple times a month, at most. I can remember my dad telling us about how even though we were hundreds of miles apart, we could all look at the moon and know that she was there in Detroit, looking at the same moon.

Anyways, that's me philosophizing (read: rambling) a bit.

On a only-somewhat-related note, I've added a music list over on the right-hand bar, with songs that I've been enjoying of late.

Because I've got some time on my hands at the moment, I'll do a bit of explaining why I like them.

I've heard Home by Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros a couple of times before, but only recently found the name and such. On a certain level, I think the song evokes the general feel of what I was just writing about with the moon, etc.

I just recently heard Perfect In Between by Champion, and like it for the exciting, triumphant tone that it has. I could see this one being used in an action movie, during some sort of exciting character reveal.

Speaking of triumph, Triumphant by Röyksopp also has an awesome tone. I saw a video of the song synchronized with clips from BBC's Planet Earth, and the two meshed almost perfectly. The song definitely brings to mind images of majesty, and is very aptly named.

One thing that I think would be awesome is a collaborative work by BT and Röyksopp. BT's got a pretty unique style that adds a lot of emotion and interesting themes to the electronic music that he specializes in, and Love Can Kill You, to me, is one of the best examples of this. For another one, try Forget Me.

Finally, Everyday by Carly Comando is an excellent contemporary example of how powerful an instrument the piano by itself can be. (There's plenty of classical examples, but it'd take a long time to list all of them. D:)

Monday, July 26, 2010

The Beginning of the... Beginning?

One week until August. Three weeks until I finish with my current job. One month until I begin college. Interesting.

I'm usually not a very sentimental person, but as I move closer to the big day (Of note: That may be the first time that I have ever used the phrase "the big day"), I'm really starting to look around and realize that all of this is going to change. It's strange to think that I've been living in this house for essentially my entire life, and in what amounts to the blink of an eye, I'll be living somewhere completely different, with completely different people. Not to be too melodramatic, though - CU Boulder is just a bus ride away from home, and I fully expect to be coming back to visit at least twice a month. If only to go out for dim sum with the family.

Even still, it's a major reminder that absolutely nothing in life is static, and almost everything about one's current way of living can change at the drop of a hat (Also of note: I don't think I've ever used the phrase "at the drop of a hat", either).

Sentimentality aside, I need to start packing up stuff to bring along with me for move-in on the 19th. I've decided not to bring my (huge) desktop, and will instead be taking my new laptop. Speaking of that, I ended up returning the Lenovo that I had purchased before and am currently waiting for a new HP to come in. More on that particular escapade another time. I also need to go out and buy supplies, notably some sort of organization system. I'm currently considering getting one of those filing crates and a bunch of hanging folders to organize stuff by class, etc. In addition to that, there's the usual: loose-leaf paper, notebooks, whatever. For my... artistic side, I'm thinking about getting a Moleskine sketchbook. It's a bit on the expensive side, yeah, but I figure I'll give the high end a try.

Decisions, decisions.